紫曦雨

I had never been known to be interesting and fun. But neither am I boring and mundane. Never too interesting and never too boring. It’s a so-called “neither here nor there”

I am not a herd follower but neither am I a trend setter. Again, I fall into the “neither here nor there” category. You are somewhere but you are not quite somewhere and neither are you nowhere. It’s kinda paradoxical but that’s just the way I am I guessed.

I blog, but never too much to be able to sustain an interest among readers. Just like you come onto a site everyday and there’s nothing new, and nothing updated, sooner or later, you just stopped coming onto the site, even if there’s something new, you’ll probably not know. Why? Because you are tired of coming onto the site and never seeing anything new, you basically lost interest I guessed.

I don’t write about any stuffs that are too personal, it’s really stuffs about nothing really interesting. And I don’t set out to try to make what I write interesting. I write what comes to mind, but nothing much from the heart. I don’t set out to attract a certain number of readers but do I care not that nobody reads my blog. I care, but not enough to really bother me. I probably not care if nobody reads it. And that’s probably just the way I like it, coz if the number of people reading my blog increases, the less I would write. Was never comfortable with getting too much attention.

I don’t think anybody will be too interested in what I write, but I still blog once in a while, not primarily to be read or heard, but just an intermittent expression of what I feel or think.

I might just start to blog regularly, because if nothing comes out, nothing goes in. And what I meant was I need my daily refueling of ideas and creative sparks by constantly letting out what’s boring or interesting inside of me.

It’s just like the clearing of bowels, you can’t just eat and eat and not pass out anything lest what’s inside of you becomes toxic and ruin your body.

So maybe I’ll do a regular blogging, just to keep my mind fresh, and a way to keep my writing more fluent.